In my youth i enjoyed a good job, bills all paid, nice car, some travel and a great loving companion>>> Times passed, I went to school became a nurse, bills still got paid on time, had a used car, no travel, my children were my companions. They often tryed to arrange "dates" for me>>UGH..Now is am disabled, 63 winters here, broke, savings a history, evething of value lost or near lost in pawn, just trying to keep food on the table. Our house is paid for, it belongs to my husband but not to me beaause i am not a member of his tribe.... He is also disabled and takes care of me since there is no home health for non-tribal members here... I always pray for those in need, and yes we are in that catagory as well. We often go without food because of no money, some how some way we seem to get fed. Some one invites us for a birthday party>> we take home leftovers<< For some reason my prayers of help seem to get answered, there is food enough to make it to another payday, and our 1 good meal of the month. Our dogs also get to eat a good meal as well as the hosrses..
We have offered our horses for sale, but Mustangs are common out here and mine are not yet registared... So unless it is some one outside the area there is no selling them, and i wont turn them out to starve on the open range... WE all seem to have our Guardian Angels provided by our Creator to keep us safe and well until our return home. My Father has blessed me and my family by leading me here to meet other on our same ship. We may be on a financial Titanic as far as our country goes, but if you remember history there were SURVIVERS from that ship.. I personally plan to be one of them and so can all of us here>>> hang on to your FAITH and keep Praying, read and learn more of Creator no matter what you call him. All will be well. Keep your faith and keep praying, this is the only way i have made it thru some very hard times of homelessness , and nothingness in life. Here i am on my computer typing these words from my heart to all.... Hang in Hang on-- the ride is not yet over.. Prayers and Blessings to all Cherokeeladyaz
